I never knew it was possible to be numb and in pain,
All the heartache and bitterness was it all in vain?
Have I learned anything? What was it all for?
Is God getting the glory from this heart sore?
It is not nor will it ever be the good Lord’s fault.
That I allowed a criminal to plunder my vault.
Engaged in fleshly business; my vision went blind
Spiritual discernment was left behind
The voice of the Holy Spirit was put on mute
Chasing wind, chasing wind all the way out of His will
Far from the promised land yet still
I hear a voice way off in the distance
A hear a voice and I feel a tug
Tugging on my heart calling out my name
I am here and I love you the same
I never left you and yes I forgive your sins
Wipe the tears from your eyes
The enemy never wins